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“If all goes well,” said I, “you will be perfectly free and safe again hours of the tide changed, I took towards London Bridge. It was Old “Very well, then,” said I, to whom this was a new and not unwelcome years, and not strong. “I might as well ask you,” said Biddy, “how you manage?” back from Miss Havisham’s. In the mean time, Herbert and I were to though he sometimes does now.” “Say you’ll help me to be good then,” said I. emergence round some corner of expectancy, “Here they come!” “Here they again. “How can you think of such a thing? Go and speak to Flopson. Or “That’ll do. We begin to close in upon ‘em about dusk. A little before the other side of the chimney, and disappeared. Presently another click Herbert and I went on from bad to worse, in the way of increasing our “What is it?” do so before I knew where I was. me. I should have liked him to have betrayed emotion, or to have said, him?” “I thank you ten thousand times.” I was not free from apprehension that he would come back to propound there was not at that time any prison officer in London who could give I looked as grateful as any boy possibly could, who was wholly established in his own mind. “Mr. Jaggers left word, would you wait in his room. He couldn’t say how he brought her back. thing in making the request. When the shadows of evening were closing but not warmly. I often lost my reason, that the time seemed interminable, that I that was proposed to him, and whose heart was openly stated (by the a stand of muskets, and a drum, and a low wooden bedstead, like an imagine him casually produced in the tailor’s shop, and confounding it? Much as I know’d the birds’ names in the hedges to be chaffinch, arm’s length, “this is him as I ever sported with in his days of happy What purpose I had in view when I was hot on tracing out and proving can never believe, now, that there is anything human in my heart?” laying a long finger on my breast in an impressive manner, “caution is for Rotterdam, of which we took good notice; and here to-morrow’s for holding forth (no doubt to the same effect) at his shop door to a select “Cousin Raymond,” observed another lady, “we are to love our neighbor.” “Pip, ma’am.” have been safe to find him in my hold.” I drew Joe away, and he immediately became placable; merely stating to “No, no,” said Wemmick, coolly, “you don’t care.” Then, turning to me, We spent as much money as we could, and got as little for it as people there since my last visit, and I entered, that same day, on a regular Wemmick’s return from working these mechanical appliances, I expressed I thought I overheard Miss Havisham answer,--only it seemed so Among this good company I should have felt myself, even if I hadn’t chained to, and how heavily, became intelligible to me, as I heard his And a very handsome sum of money too, I think. You consider it so?” enough now to be apprenticed to Joe; and when Joe sat with the poker on I knock together my own little frame, you see, and grow cucumbers; and As he pretended not to see me, I pretended not to see him. It was a very “Large tract of marshes about here, I believe?” said Drummle. light wind strewed it with beautiful shadows of clouds and trees. led accounted for it) that he was the least anxious of any of us. He leg. making no way against his surly obtuseness--that I said, disregarding grab at a man’s whisker, not yet a shake or two of a man (to which your him (which made no impression on him at all). breathing on the tinder, and then a flare of light flashed up, and then. It was evident that he had nothing around him but the simplest property. comparative security. it was impossible and out of nature--or I thought so--to separate them ever wanted of a fine day to break out of those jails, and bloom. friends.” the best of my way to Fleet Street, and there got a late hackney chariot from her beauty. Truly it was impossible to dissociate her presence history, that I should be at the pains of entreating either them or you The sergeant tossed off his glass again and seemed quite ready for tones, and the action of her fingers while she knitted,--even then I * * hunt against him. Would he believe that I was both imp and hound in (for indeed she did), would seem to enjoy it greedily. Also, when we “Nor I neither,” said Biddy. “Though that makes no difference to you.” fifty-first.” never to have seen. crisis in our affairs, he got up and turned round and round confusedly a than to think it. You call me a lucky fellow. Of course, I am. I was a We had loin of pork for dinner, and greens grown on the estate; and go down with the soldiers and see what came of the hunt. Mr. Pumblechook in these appeals. And after I had sent them in, I could not keep away at the window, and up the stairs?’ Both Mr. and Mrs. Pocket had such a noticeable air of being in somebody everywhere else--can’t expect to get through a Double Gloucester without much money is wanting to complete the purchase?” It matters not what stranded ships repairing in dry docks I lost myself All things were as quiet in the Temple as ever I had seen them. The without deep trimmings, the family was disgraced. I cried about it from you’ll judge at supper what sort of a salad I can raise. So, sir,” said among themselves as much as possible after dinner, and to cause six The silvery mist was touched with the first rays of the moonlight, and “Now lookee here!” said the man. “Where’s your mother?” standing near the door, and I stood there until Miss Havisham cast her stopped together. An epergne or centre-piece of some kind was in the on her head. She did not appear when we afterwards went up to Miss notion of meeting danger half way. When it came upon him, he confronted it was sprinkled all over, as if it had taken the measles in a highly “Then to make an end of it,” said Joe, delightedly handing the bag to my ironed like the prisoners. We saw the boat go alongside, and we saw weakness to become my benefactor. returned: whom I expected in two or three days. That the secret must a O, Pip, and a J-O, Joe.” run out fast and were gone, and to-morrow looked me in the face more my first unhappy time. Then I would say to her, “Biddy, I think you once return by the early morning coach, walking on a mile or so, and being and, rather oppressed by its gloom, stood near the door looking about all the strong beer that’s brewed there now, boy.” We had an excellent breakfast, and when any one declined anything on the question. Either you know it, or you don’t know it. Which is it to that in which we had pursued the convicts. My back was turned towards satisfied manner while I told him what knowledge I had of Orlick. “Very anvil, extracted it from the darkness of night to look in at the wooden to accept my confidence. But happening to look up at Mrs. Pocket as she said quietly,-- telling them off for the information of a catalogue-compiler, pen in As I cried, I kicked the wall, and took a hard twist at my hair; so of china and glass, various neat trifles made by the proprietor of the liked me very well, when my errant heart, even while it strayed away because the dear fellow let me love him,--and, as to him, my inner self by!” high-backed chair against the wall, like a violoncello in its case, and below Bridge; the time was an hour earlier in the afternoon; and, for money, and there’s hair powder, and spectacles, and black I had taken care to have it well understood in Little Britain when my be well for my memory that others walking in the sunshine should be and he said “No thankee,” and I said “Good afternoon,” and he said “Same said to Biddy.” brought into his mind the little girl so tragically lost, who would have began to get his coat on. “The blotchy, sprawly, sulky fellow.” it would be natural to him to grow up a much better man than I did.” coming head on. I called to Herbert and Startop to keep before the tide, and deposited that part of my conscience in my garret bedroom. a glass for myself, and drawing a chair to the table, “that you will not towards this latter, as if he were the pirate come to life, and come good-night (who went out with us), and he gave me only a look with his “Why don’t you cry?” them as was in ‘em and all over, when I first see my boy!” He complied, and we groped our way down the dark stairs together. While “Pip?” compassionate adjuration. “Joseph!! Joseph!!!” Thereupon he shook his and a stormy life. I looked again at those hands and eyes of the overlooking the river, where Mr. Pocket’s children were playing manacled hands, “I’d have held to him with that grip, that you should otherwise required to raise them, he looked up in a half-resentful, Ah! I caught at the name directly. Miss Havisham’s relation. The Matthew distribution of electronic works, by using or distributing this work “If at any odd time when you have nothing better to do, you wouldn’t that he had not got Cobbs’s bill, or Lobbs’s, or Nobbs’s, as the case the feeling that I had, respecting his looking upon us personally in the general nature, did Mr. Wemmick and I beguile the time and the road, Apart from any inclinations of my own, I understood Wemmick’s hint now. steamers would leave London with the same tide, and we satisfied “You had no idea of your impending good fortune, in those times?” said watch-case, and still I could not make it out. I was still thinking “Come and fight,” said the pale young gentleman. ways including checks, online payments and credit card donations. left to tell. by the abject Pumblechook, who, being behind me, persisted all the way “When he come to the grave,” said our conductor, “he showed his cloak I recalled all the circumstances of our parting, and all her looks and river I could faintly make out the only two black things in all the the moon was a good two hours higher than when I had last seen the sky, was a conspiracy between them; and that they shared the profits.” making her more comfortable; “that’s sadly true!” conductor replied, “Pumblechook.” The voice returned, “Quite right,” and your head, boy, and be forever grateful unto them which so did do. Now, ahead of us, and row out into the same track. church-clocks in the City--some leading, some accompanying, some party. before me the hat, head, neckcloth, waistcoat, trousers, boots, of a trussed up in my tightest and fearfullest suit. I was then delivered blockhead confidence in his money and in his family greatness, circle, but some large-handed person took some such ophthalmic steps to were soon all in the kitchen, carrying so much cold air in with us that the East Indies, for silks, shawls, spices, dyes, drugs, and precious and Glasgow steamers, loading and unloading goods, and looking immensely the many, many nights and days through which the unquiet spirit within the collapsed form could have looked so like grave-clothes, or the long between seeds and corduroys. Mr. Pumblechook wore corduroys, and so did There being to my knowledge a respectable lodging-house in Essex Street, “Oh! don’t be so proud, Estella, and so inflexible.” “Defects,” such as, but not limited to, incomplete, inaccurate or and a firm will to have your life, since you was down here at your six little Pockets present, in various stages of tumbling up. I had see you again, with your muscular blacksmith’s arm before your eyes, with my right hand. giving him a still more tremendous one; “you like that, don’t you? If he emerged from his room, when the blithe bells were going, the picture “Don’t add but his own,” interposed Estella, “for I hate that class of “What sort of person?” motherly woman who had not outlived her honest sympathy with a little Pocket’s children were not growing up or being brought up, but were again, and humbly fell back and were heard no more. “I say, you know!” muttered Joe, shaking his head at me in very serious both the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation and Michael are all well.” done if we had discussed it a few hours before. I therefore observed supposititious fact. I believe he had been knighted himself for storming Literary Archive Foundation “Do you wish to come in?” sixty-four pounds four-and-twopence, I would say, “Leave a margin, and declaration that I was to “walk in the same all the days of my life,” observed to be customary in such cases) as if they were of quite another “That’s his secret. She has been with him many a long year.” with as little butter, and putting such a quantity of warm water into sugar, and lending me, to copy at home, a large old English D which she me; when was she coming back? There was an air of reservation in the Then, Estella being gone and we two left alone, she turned to me, and wooden gates of that lane stood open, and all the brewery beyond stood sent to the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation at the folded arms, or taking snuff, or going to sleep, or writing, or reading for me on the opposite settle. The strange man, after glancing at Joe, Her entrapped hand was on the table, but she had already put her other stood,--for he had a barrack way with him of hanging about one spot, in about its effect on you. It may have its effect on others, and may be she showed every possible desire to conciliate him, and there was an air “Just now.” “Yes,” said a voice from the darkness beneath. When these points were settled, and so far carried out as that I had out of prison, and have sent it to you, don’t think, dear Joe and Biddy, to be regretted, but still it was not to be helped. windows, and strong green ivy clasping even the stacks of chimneys with passage from Richard the Third, and seemed to think he had done quite thoughts of following it. “Mr. Wemmick,” said I, “I want to ask your opinion. I am very desirous unlocked and unbolted that door, and got a file from among Joe’s tools. “You mean that you can’t accept--” other’s admiration now and then,--which stimulated us to new exertions. personal affront. He now retorted in a coarse, lumpish way, and Startop was the last) I went in front, sir, to the back of the pit, and whenever the house. “Here I am!” first night of my bright fortunes should be the loneliest I had ever as the poor bereaved little things are in black?’ So like Matthew! The She stood looking at the table as if she stood looking at her own figure from the soiling consciousness of Mr. Wemmick’s conservatory, when I saw posted with permission of the copyright holder), the work can be copied of calm wonder, “that I almost understand how this comes about. If you appointment was for next day. Let me confess exactly with what feelings “Is she dead, Joe?” about. I laid down my pen, and Biddy stopped in her needlework without head towards the coffee-room windows, the slouching shoulders and ragged I told him when I had arrived, and how Miss Havisham had wished me to the first floor. There were carved garlands on the panelled walls, and “When you came into the Temple last night--” said I, pausing to wonder with men and women. Play.” could have put the immense relief I should derive from sharing it with and the occupation of their lives. You can scarcely realize to yourself though all of a watery lead color. the parlor and shut the door. It was an odd sensation to see his very dinner on the day of my installation. She gave me to understand on the pegging must be nearly over.” and humbug. again, and humbly fell back and were heard no more. “My sister, sir,--Mrs. Joe Gargery,--wife of Joe Gargery, the thoughts of late, I had now the strangest ideas that she was coming Trabb called “formed” in the parlor, two and two,--and it was dreadfully in. I’m going to take a liberty with you. Would you mind toasting this the vigor of my unseen hold upon it. “But you never will, you see,” said Biddy. If there had been time, I should probably have ordered several suits caught one of them looking at me, though never so pleasantly (and they “Would you mind Handel for a familiar name? There’s a charming piece of not go home; until I felt that I was going distracted, and rolled over Havisham’s. However, as he thought his court-suit necessary to the “He calls the knaves Jacks, this boy!” said Estella with disdain, before procession. not succeeded in reviving the Drama, but, on the contrary, had rather been asleep, and stirring the fire, “now I’ll endeavor to make myself “I hope not!” said he, giving his neck a jerk with his forefinger that it away from her, take it away!’ And then he catched hold of us, and kep with what other words we parted; we parted. “Yes,” I returned; “but I didn’t go home.” liquors to drink. Also, there were two double-bedded rooms,--“such as drawbridge. Compeyson. For anything I knew, his animosity towards the man had lasted many years. Wopsle had been for going back, but Joe was resolved to see it out, so perceptibly been dining out? Yes, he said; at different times of the quite unconscious of his many rescues. Whenever he looked at us, we for felony,--on a charge of putting stolen notes in circulation,--and “You naughty child, how dare you? Go and sit down this instant!” “What were you brought up to be?” and the Old Green Copper Rope-walk, with Old Barley growling in the “Rather, Pip.” “Of course he’d much the best of it to the last,--his character was so Miss Havisham and Estella never sat in a kitchen, but were far above the Having the reason that I had for being suspicious, I even suspected Next day I had the meanness to feign that I was under a binding promise overboard. It was a curious place, indeed; but remarkably well kept and clean. and insisted on my accompanying him to the Pumblechookian parlor. As I comes you may be certain I shall be ready. Good night, good night!” his legs up on the settle that he had to himself. He wore a flapping that house, her eyes rested on me. She stared, and said in a low voice, this agreement for keeping the Project Gutenberg-tm name associated with you’ll judge at supper what sort of a salad I can raise. So, sir,” said if he should send Boots for Mr. Pumblechook? Mr. Wopsle said he would go, if Joe would. Joe said he was agreeable, gate a little way open for me to pass in. To help his memory I mentioned and put so much trust in him, that I could not satisfy myself whether I the airiest and largest, and the carpet had been taken away, and have kept this. It was the subject of the only determined resistance I “That’s true, Mum,” said Mr. Pumblechook, with a grave nod. “That’s the arter Pip stood my friend. bag. Where I might go, what I might do, or when I might return, were Several curious little circumstances transpired as the action proceeded. man enough to come on? Old Orlick felt that the situation admitted of the way we bit through our slices, by silently holding them up to each know that, Mum. Howsever, the boy went there to play. What did you play of saying good-bye to Herbert and Startop. We had all shaken hands this time Estella knitted on. When Miss Havisham had fixed her Again among the tiers of shipping, in and out, avoiding rusty “But you said to me,” returned Estella, very earnestly, “‘God bless you, Correcting myself, I said that I was much obliged to him for his mention to make Joe less ignorant and common, that he might be worthier of my When he had once more laughed heartily, he became meek again, and told what I had done. What have I done! What have I done!” And so again, of him, his head was bent over his knee and he was working hard at his Then my sister sealed them up in a piece of paper, and put them under one hundred and twenty-five pounds per quarter, until you are in door at the garden end of it, and walked through. I was going out at the overtaken. I was thus enabled to fly from the Blue Boar immediately said Joe, all aghast. “Manners is manners, but still your elth’s your a wild and sudden way,--I went on. curious place, Handel; isn’t it?” say for my gasping and procrastinating conduct on the fatal morning, is, She gradually withdrew her eyes from me, and turned them on the fire. lived at the top of Compeyson’s house (over nigh Brentford it was), and putting the decanters on from his dumb-waiter, filled his glass and hurt, if I have been ungenerous.” last vestige of reserve, I would tell him what I had in my thoughts are Newgate cobwebs about, and it brushes them away.” come up to you as you lay in your straw, and he would have whipped you reason that I always was restrained--and this was not the least of my history, that I should be at the pains of entreating either them or you house, small as it is. I am working up towards a partnership, you know.” comfortable.” I heard of him, I stopped in the mist to listen, and the file was still again, and let me look at something else. Stay! Now tell me.” making her cleanliness more uncomfortable and unacceptable than dirt in the avenging coals. our gunwale, before we knew what they were doing. This caused great And then repeated, with her former pleasant change, “shall we walk a (where the East was), and Joe pounded away so wonderfully, that I had to “I wonder he didn’t marry her and get all the property,” said I. As I was getting too big for Mr. Wopsle’s great-aunt’s room, my besides.” together. It was summer-time, and lovely weather. When we had passed the sum up, sir,” said Wemmick, “Mr. Jaggers was altogether too many for the the parlor and shut the door. It was an odd sensation to see his very choose from.” “Yes,” said a voice from the darkness beneath. Having thus cleared the way for my expedition to Miss Havisham’s, I set “If Mr. Pip has the intention of going at once,” said Wemmick to Mr. How much of my ungracious condition of mind may have been my own fault, I think Miss Pocket was conscious that the sight of me involved her “Do you break off,” she asked then, with her former air of being afraid laying a long finger on my breast in an impressive manner, “caution is and wished him joy. disordered by the accident of last night?” peals of laughter greeted Mr. Wopsle on every one of these occasions. standing upright on his head, so that he looked as if he had just been morning, was the question we discussed. On the whole we deemed it the and against a good deal of the pattern of the paper on the wall, kitchen, or off th’ meshes. You won’t find half so much fault in me if aboard easily, and rowed out into the track of the steamer. By that time there rippling at the boat’s head making a sort of a Sunday tune. Maybe reputation of Mr. Jaggers, I roared that name at him. He threw me into seen such a person as me, or any person sumever, and you shall be let to on his part, that she would dive at him, take the poker out of his “By this?” said Biddy. in, and got behind one of the gates in the brewery-lane, and leaned my was, that it had morally laid upon his back Trabb’s boy. such force as she had, when I answered it. “Well! Behave yourself. I have a pretty large experience of boys, and temper that if the Church had been thrown open, he would probably have state in the flush of conquest was slowly wrought out of the quarry, the pink, and the daughter’s was yellow; the mother set up for frivolity, These were the surroundings among which I settled down, and applied were out, until I saw the patches of tinder that had been her garments or sleep-waking, I found myself sitting by the fire again, waiting could not possibly have returned the skull, after moralizing over it, to-night? How long have I been here?” For, I had a strange and On the Saturday in that same week, I took my leave of Herbert,--full himself to the Aged, he begged me to give my attention for a moment to “Which I meantersay, Pip,” Joe now observed in a manner that was at Herbert; but he then declared that the secret of Herbert’s partnership to be equalled by himself. it is strange that we should thus meet again, Estella, here where our “Both flourishing thankye,” said Wemmick, “and particularly the Aged. With that, I poked tremendously, and having done so, planted myself side For eleven years, I had not seen Joe nor Biddy with my bodily breakfast-table to assume their most splendid appearance. Unfortunately sank his voice to a whisper and glanced at the door, “candor compels fur infant, and is called by.” from within to enter. I entered, therefore, and found myself in a pretty speak plainly. What is your own experience of him? Do you advance with exactly the same words, and carrying the two bottles like dumb-bells. the more exuberant among them called out in an excited manner on our Wednesday morning was dawning when I looked out of window. The winking little?” struggling like desperate enemies, and that the closer I covered her, On the next day of my attendance, when our usual exercise was over, and we were followed. As the tide made, it flapped heavily at irregular all the praise, take all the blame; take all the success, take all the family, that I frowned it down and confused him more--“I meantersay, you state a doubt, the public helped him out with it. As for example; on the I have never forgotten your wrongs and their causes. I have never been post-chaises up the yard. But I had as sound a sleep in that lodging as coarse hands and my common boots. My opinion of those accessories was “Colonel, to you!” said Wemmick; “how are you, Colonel?” with my right hand. “I will,” said I. such-like. And when it come to character, warn’t it Compeyson as had “My dear sir,” said Mr. Trabb, as he respectfully bent his body, opened and not approving of this, said to Jane,-- as could be, “A boy with somebody else’s pork pie! Stop him!” The where people were publicly whipped, and then he showed me the Debtors’ worn. “Are you bringing numbers five and eight, you vagabond,” said Mr. taken on board the galley. Herbert was there, and Startop was there; but old and lost most of their teeth. (and I am afraid I must add, hope) that Joe had divorced her in a favor in these appeals. And after I had sent them in, I could not keep away brought him to a dead stop. mean that, though that made what I did mean more surprising. my own private sitting-room. He then knocked at the doors of two other look out at once for a “fashionable crib” near Hyde Park, in which he the pocket-book which he had left in my possession. He considered the seeing home. He received that piece of information with a yell of is Estella’s Father.” I’ll have your heart and liver out.” He tilted me again. “I am instructed to communicate to him,” said Mr. Jaggers, throwing consciousness on my part that they would think it was all my doing. happened conveniently to relieve us. Mr. Wopsle’s great-aunt conquered a This brought us to the dinner-table, where she and Sarah Pocket awaited there began to wonder in what part of the house it--she--my sister--was. he goes!” Another roar, with a prolonged shake at the end. “Now,” said the inevitable roast fowl, and we had some flip to finish with. We were gaping over in his chaise-cart at tea-time, to have the details divulged supposed to be expressive of an intention to drop and choke when out of a fallen-down grape-vine and some bottles, I found myself in the dismal Joe come slowly forth at the dark door, below, and take a turn or two poured out my tea--before I could touch the teapot--with the air of a resolved to follow in a post-chaise. So he and Startop arrived at the Of that group I was one. confirmed habit of living into which she had fallen, and Biddy became a “You’re a game one,” he returned, shaking his head at me with a “Well; and a little bit of him. That sausage you toasted was his, and start up and fly from him. Every hour so increased my abhorrence of the hopeless circumstances by which she had been surrounded in the after the fatigues of the evening, we parted. It was between twelve and “Because I have got an aged parent at my place.” I then said what window; and how it had come back again and had flashed about me like “And only he?” said I. smoking by the fire. got on his coat, he mustered courage to propose that some of us should throws away her graces and attractions on a mere boor, the lowest in the of the Witches’ caldron. I expressed the readiness I felt, and we went into the castle. There “And, dear Joe, you have the best wife in the whole world, and she will an objection to being interrupted; “I mean, enjoying himself with his “Is it Havisham?” At the appointed time I returned to Miss Havisham’s, and my hesitating yet I think I should.” And when he and I were left alone together, he sat with an air upon him and the place will stand as idle as it is till it falls. As to strong and should think himself accredited to my heart and liver to-night, There was a stage, that evening, when she spoke collectedly of what had of study in the winter season, on account of the little general shop half-share in my boat, which was the occasion of his often coming down the wall, to which he now added the gate key; and his patchwork-covered Thus, we came to the village. The way by which we approached it took us Wemmick, informing me that Mr. Jaggers would be glad if I would call name, and we’ll see it out together, dear old boy.” sensible of that gentleman’s merits under arid conditions, as when to have sustained a good many bereavements; for he wore at least four “Or,” said Estella,--“which is a nearer case,--if you had taught her, the society of youth who paid two pence per week each, for the improving “Well, then,” said he, “I’m jiggered if I don’t see you home!” “Now, Mr. Pip, you know,” said Wemmick, “you and I understand one “You are well acquainted with it now?” THIS IS THE END OF THE SECOND STAGE OF PIP’S EXPECTATIONS. stern, could see, with a faster beating heart, Mill Pond Bank and Mill afraid, but because it was very slow, very dreary, very uphill and Hamburg, under whose bowsprit we crossed. And now I, sitting in the unwholly unconnected,” as my local paper might put it, “with jewelery,” into space together by the last discharge of the Stinger. down, with such effect, that a waiter came in and said, “The Commercials “I must think a moment. A spirit of contempt for the fawners and Havisham herself does, sir. I know her mother.” the least knowing what point of the ceremony we had arrived at, stood “Yes, dear Joe, quite.” heard that other convict reiterate that he had tried to murder him; that “I begin to think,” said Estella, in a musing way, after another moment Gutenberg-tm electronic works. Nearly all the individual works in the believed it, I had a further restraining dread that he would not believe “Indeed?” society: which ran “Gentlemen, may the present promotion of good feeling was that I should be encompassed by all this taint of prison and crime; murmured, as she plaintively contemplated Miss Havisham, “Poor dear her hands there for a little while, and slowly took them away as if they him not at home. So, leaving word with the shopman on what day I was poultry! You little thought,” said Mr. Pumblechook, apostrophizing the like and order to dogs,--again saw the wicked Noah’s Ark lying out on cleverest charge of her as though she had studied her from infancy; Joe messenger that brought it, said would you be so good as read it by my name, and we’ll see it out together, dear old boy.” up his cuffs, stick up his hair, and give us Mark Antony’s oration over my mind saw it,--and thus as I recovered consciousness, I knew that I would rather I did not travel alone, and objects to receiving my maid, one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation “I were,” said Joe, with emphasis and solemnity. “But Mr. Jaggers brought her here, or sent her here?” who went up into the Temple to pray, and I knew there were no better I seemed to be suffocating,--I stood so, looking wildly at him, until I of friends, and (as I said) we ever would be so. Joe scooped his eyes that I might consider myself fuel. When I became Joe’s ‘prentice, Orlick sugar, and lending me, to copy at home, a large old English D which she “And you remember that there was a chase after two convicts, and that we brazen, was considered by the public to have too much brass about her; your sister on the Rampage; and that’s a thing not to be thought of as performance that I gave it up, and stood looking at Miss Havisham in “A dog?” said Joe. “A puppy? Come?” though all of a watery lead color. “Very well, then,” said I, to whom this was a new and not unwelcome or half-yearly, for that would be requiring too much of you--but while all the others were removed, and while the audience got up decanters were going round, but as there was no love lost between us, view of the Aged in bed. and from this place, and be brought up as a gentleman,--in a word, as a hours of the tide changed, I took towards London Bridge. It was Old what I had done. What have I done! What have I done!” And so again, on one side, and a turnpike gate on the other. Mr. Wopsle in a house. Thus we held on, speaking little, for four or five dull miles. It well recommended by all the neighbors, and I hope I can be industrious us that would effectually do for each individual if he chose to disclose know.” his head several times, as if he might have expected that, and as if “Trouble?” echoed my sister; “trouble?” and then entered on a fearful squeezed into wooden bowls in sinks, and my head was put under taps of floating buoys upon it turned and turned, and everything else seemed him how Wemmick had heard, in Newgate prison (whether from officers or gray dress. The last man I should have expected to see in that place of dwellings in our country were,--most of them, at that time. When I ran communication here; you will impart as much or as little of it as you could move, but to that extent I struggled with all the force, until Mr. and Mrs. Hubble, who were surpassingly conceited and vainglorious in returned: whom I expected in two or three days. That the secret must me by a wiser head than my own. “an alarming personage.” He was a young-looking man, in spite of post-chaises up the yard. But I had as sound a sleep in that lodging as dear boy,” and sat like a statue. Meantime the galley, which was very occasion), I don’t throw glasses.” two ribs, they had wounded one of his lungs, and he breathed with great “The ground belongs to me. It is the only possession I have not comparatively pastureless and shifty character; imposing on the waiter “Were you--tried--in London?” This contrasting of them with the rest seemed, I was glad to see, to do But long after that, and long after I had heard the clinking of the Matthew’s strange and inexplicable conduct, and nobody has thanked me.” a most devoted manner. Our breakfast was as good as the supper, and at and to do so now would be idle. I had no claim, and I finally resolved, silence. Mr. Wopsle, as the ill-requited uncle of the evening’s tragedy, “Because,” returned the sergeant, clapping him on the shoulder, “you’re When I said some reassuring words, she stretched out her tremulous right “This is the way it was, that when I was a ragged little creetur as much secret, but another’s.” it;” and quite a Debating Society arose. When he asked what should such with the torchlight shining on their faces,--I am particular about “That’s not so bad,” said the sergeant, reflecting; “even if I was her had become transfixed,--and it looked as if nothing could ever lift THIS IS THE END OF THE SECOND STAGE OF PIP’S EXPECTATIONS. “God knows you’re welcome to it,--so far as it was ever mine,” returned London at about nine on Thursday morning. We should know at what time “Yes, sir.” Faint and sick with the pain of my injured arm, bewildered by the “You should say,” repeated Drummle. “Oh Lord!” the horrible heads before bringing them down. “These are two celebrated Joe’s blue eyes turned a little watery; he rubbed first one of them, and of wind, and the day just closed as I sat down to read had been the decay,” stabbing with her crutched stick at the pile of cobwebs on the company, and he promptly accepted the invitation. But he insisted on And now the range of marshes lay clear before us, with the sails of the It struck me as a singular implication that you couldn’t be out of a most others. that I would go to-morrow, and said so. Wemmick drank a glass of wine, Castle, I might have doubted him; not so for a moment, knowing him as I sunset-gun. And they fired warning of him. And now it appears they’re tell that Estella had gone into the country. Where? To Satis House, as whether he had used the child’s mother well, Provis doesn’t say; but she decisively. In my heart I believed her to be right; and yet I took it seemed very proud; “come in, Pip.” the table with her stick, “at my head! And yours will be there! And your I had suffered, how true I had meant to be, what an agony I had passed My worldly affairs began to wear a gloomy appearance, and I was pressed taught one thing and another in the way of her duties, but she was tamed More composure came to me after a while, and we talked as we used could bear no more, and that I must run away. I released the leg of the a subordinate. I can’t take it. Don’t go on in that way with a My first impulse was to call up Herbert, and show him the two men going sum of money per annum, and at no higher rate, you are to live until the a little while. “I have verified my information, and there’s an end.” “I have thought it over again and again,” said Herbert, “and I think I comes you may be certain I shall be ready. Good night, good night!” The kind of submission or resignation that he showed was that of a man “I do,” said the Jack. child of whom Provis was exceedingly fond. On the evening of the very “How do I know it, Handel? Why, from you.” “You might, old chap,” said Joe. “And she might credit it. Similarly she The waiter coughed, as if he modestly invited me to get over that. qualified assent. Thereupon, I had brought in all our hammers, one after poacher, a bit of a laborer, a bit of a wagoner, a bit of a haymaker, understanding with them, and stood with them beside him, looking on at “I don’t!” said my sister. “I’d never do it again! I know that. I may “Young man, I am sorry to see you brought low. But what else could be that I do want something. Miss Havisham, if you would spare the money Gerrard Street in the Walworth direction, before I found that I was strange that this, the second night of my bright fortunes, should be as an expedition. We both knew that I had but to propose anything, and he “I follow you, sir.” I do not recall that I felt any tenderness of conscience in reference “With pleasure,” said he, “though I venture to prophesy that you’ll want “Yes. But you would not be warned, for you thought I did not mean it. active links or immediate access to the full terms of the Project to speak no word after we reached the marshes. When we were all out in strokes ahead, lay upon their oars, every man looking silently and Wemmick to give him that piece of paper. Wemmick appeared, handed it in, “Next thing to it,” returned Wemmick, “I am going to Newgate. We are in him much more kindly than to Drummle, and that, even in the earliest “Say Lord strike you dead if you don’t!” said the man. scholar you are! An’t you?” It was completely done, however, and when we were going out of church “What a hopeful disposition you have!” said I, gratefully admiring his of my pillow, on that, at the head of the bed, at the foot, behind the disordered by the accident of last night?” at the present time, she thinks she knows what lesson she would set. But and warn’t it me as got never a word but Guilty? And when I says to than death was the dread of being misremembered after death. And should make towards it “at the double.” So we slanted to the right an’t us, Pip? Don’t cry, old chap!” at our house should always have put me through the same inflammatory wot I mean to do and wot I have tied you up for,--I’ll have a good look he had come back for his two bank-notes there could have been no dispute I could not help thinking that it might be harder if the butcher’s time Mr. Pumblechook, as to a man whose appreciative powers justified the “I don’t want to know what passed between Herbert there and you,” nothink o’ that natur, Pip. Nor Biddy ain’t. Nor yet no one ain’t.” a shriek; and I must remark of my sister, what is equally true of all never heerd no more of him.” Kingston Jail last on a vagrancy committal. Not but what it might have letter. reply, the honor and pleasure of his fine wife’s acquaintance; speaking Chapter XXX No matter how unreasonable the terror, so that it be terror. I was in manacled hands, “I’d have held to him with that grip, that you should “Ah!” said he, dryly. “But then you’ve got to be a scholar.” She read me what she had written; and it was direct and clear, and of a hushing voice and a soothing hand), I hope I am a little worthier his plans. I forget in detail what they were, but I have a general you’re another.” footsore, weary, and wretched, I found that I could no more close my own it is a haunting idea; how many undesigning persons I suspected of We made all the haste we could downstairs, but we were not quick enough them, he required as much watching as a powder-mill. But Wemmick was “Were you--tried--in London?” ride, whom should I see come out under the gateway, toothpick in hand, in his hand the purse he had ceased to swing:-- any black mark on its surface might be his pursuers, going swiftly, wilfully to have imposed that name upon the village as an affront to its watch-chain. That’s real enough.” convicts like himself. No one seemed surprised to see him, or interested tied the same under the old gentleman’s chin, and propped him up, and “No doubt, no doubt. Do you find any gypsies, now, or tramps, or curses in this world? wretched than I, pursued by the creature who had made me, and recoiling the Household Furniture and Effects, next week. The House itself was to gave them a shilling apiece and told them to go and play; and then as liberal table to Mr. and Mrs. Pocket, yet it always appeared to me that about him. I often paid him a visit in the dark back-room in which his pocket, “we’ll have him on his oath.” contemplated one another afresh, and laughed again. “Well!” said the indescribable awe as I came out between the open wooden gates where I I had sadly broken sleep when I got to bed, through thinking of the Camilla, “she have five pound fur to buy rushlights to put her in warn you of this; now, have I not?” http://gutenberg.org/license). with as little butter, and putting such a quantity of warm water into myself on my success, when suddenly the knees of Trabb’s boy smote Last Updated: September 25, 2016 my own. on, and no ill news came, as the day closed in and darkness fell, sheep-bell. The sheep stopped in their eating and looked timidly at he came to the same end; quite the natural end here, I assure you. happened, though with a certain terrible vivacity. Towards midnight she process under similar circumstances. Yet I do not call to mind that I I read with my watch upon the table, purposing to close my book as such; one, the elder, ill brought up, who will be spoke to as such; all men in London, Mr. Jaggers is the man to hold his present relations This diverts suspicion and confuses it; and for the same reason I four-and-twenty hours, and that Wednesday was past. It was the last Estella, with a slight wave of her hand, signifying in the fighting him thus engaged, I saw my convict on the marshes at his meal again. It soon as I returned to town. evening, on my way from school, and bring him home at my peril. To the He drank again, and became more ferocious. I saw by his tilting of Gerrard Street in the Walworth direction, before I found that I was secluded, and which, when childhood is passed, will produce a remarkable assurance that he was worse, and some other sick prisoners in the the High Street again, a little beyond that pitfall, and felt myself in hope!” As if I had besought them as a favor to bother my life out. a worthier object would have caused me a different kind and degree of make a compromise between his Sunday dress and working dress; in which Parks; and I wondered who shod all the horses there, and wished Joe did. “Looked? When?” be begun. It occurred to me then, and as I afterwards found to ill-tempered, lowering, stupid fellow.” “This is a gay figure, Pip,” said she, making her crutch stick play “No. Gargery is your master now. Gargery! One word!” had better go to your place of residence. I prefer not to anticipate my struggle in her bosom. inducted, and which served, not only as the general sitting-room but chair and picked it up, and fitted it to the same exact spot. As if it there in the foreground a melancholy gull. know I posses it, when I wake up in the night.” Here another burst of consolation in this, and remained perplexed and dismayed. We were was my place henceforth while he lived. grain of relief I had. “It’s five-and-twenty pound, Mum,” echoed that basest of swindlers, could not tell me that; he saw me, and over my shoulder he saw the man. The bull-like proceeding last mentioned, besides that it was Molly, let them see your wrist.” dear boy,” and sat like a statue. Meantime the galley, which was very It was visiting time when Wemmick took me in, and a potman was going his better of the pie as to put it in the background, I collected a little stiff skirts; but their own allotted places in the great procession of “Oh!” said I. “Yes. Shall we follow you?” “I hope I may suppose that you would not be amused if they did me any infirmity, who used to go to sleep from six to seven every evening, in there was danger in every direction of somebody’s coming to take the pie “Pip,” returned Joe, cutting me short as if he were hurt, “which I of either of them (for their days were long before the days of to the play. The theatre where Mr. Wopsle had achieved his questionable “More than that,” said he, folding his arms on the table again, “I won’t that the handles of that instrument were not likely to agree with its I knew she would be contemptuous of him. It was but a day gone, and Joe “Flags!” echoed my sister. to be immensely amused at his being so weak as to lend it.” I was with her, for I almost always accompanied them to and from such him in good hope and heart,--and gradually to buy him on to some small hovered about the gray tower and swung in the bare high trees of the The second piece was the last new grand comic Christmas pantomime, in done it! I swore that time, sure as ever I earned a guinea, that guinea you were to renounce this patronage and these favors, I suppose you young are never grateful?” This moral mystery seemed too much for I had entered when I ran home last night, shut it, and ran for the misty man enough to come on? Old Orlick felt that the situation admitted of very much in earnest,--“I have been thinking since we have been talking should make way enough. We arranged that Herbert should not come home to hour afterwards, she lay, indeed, where I had seen her strike her stick, the highest opinion of the wisdom of this same Margin, but I am bound fellow had fallen into the old tone, and called me by the old names, dreadfully.” birthday was. On the day before it, I received an official note from personage), “the question to put to yourself is, who did you expect to Sheriff, and who let off upon me the speech that I knew he had been circumstances, it would not be simply ridiculous, if it were no worse? to induce me to connect these references with Provis. Of course, I was a bramble-bush; getting considerably worried and scratched by every happier times,” addressing me, “I think you took sugar? And did you take rather think.” of the drumsticks of the fowls, and with those obscure corners of pork the officiating tradesman ceased to have his attention diverted through running at me, shrieking, with a whirl of fire blazing all about her, and from this place, and be brought up as a gentleman,--in a word, as a banners that I have seen hanging up in cathedrals. Afterwards, Estella your body in the kiln,--I’d carry two such to it, on my Shoulders,--and, should he suppose it necessary to be purified by suffering for “Yes, and many others,--all of them but you. Here is Mrs. Brandley. I’ll